Competition

We just got hone from a very long weekend. Our studio competed in Hays and I have had about a total of 12 hours sleep in 3 days. I'm so tired but wanted to share my feelings.

My feelings:

#1
Pride- I am proud not only of my own beautiful daughter, but proud of my students, my sister who owns the studio and directs two teams, and proud of myself.

#2
Annoyed- because something is trying to make me question my abilities and my heart. I can be upset with others for causing these feelings in me, but ultimately it is ME that is allowing them to penetrate and sting. Also, really annoyed with Encore Competition, its judges, staff, and unfortunately ridiculous rules.

#3
Tired- duh! (winning)

#4
Overwhelmed- by all the decisions and choices that are right in front of me. By not always making everybody happy. By my kids not understanding that I'm overwhelmed.

#5
Tired- good night.

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